It
was a reasonable plan but even the simple days sometimes get altered. Sometimes
in drastic ways. What ended up happening today was sleeping late, eating lunch,
and a long period of just doing nothing. I can’t remember the last time I just
bummed around the apartment and relaxed. With everything that has been going on
lately it was nice to not have to be anywhere. While I felt a little bad for
not getting over to the lodge, sometimes I have to just step back for a day and
try to recharge. Today was that overdue day.
While
it was nice to take it easy and relax on the couch with my wife, by the end of
the day I was left wondering what I had gotten done. In the past, I would have
just sat back and enjoyed the fact that I didn’t have to do anything. However, that
is not who I am anymore. Not getting anything done by the end of the day just
made me feel worse, increased my stress, and made me feel tired (more than I
was before). I never thought I would be one of those people but the fact of the
matter is, I need to keep working. My relaxation comes from the completion of
work knowing that I got enough done during the day.
I
know, I can sense my wife cringing as she reads this.
So
tomorrow something is going to have to get done. If I have any chance of trying
to relax this weekend, I can’t let projects and tasks get put off for another
day. With that said, the agenda for tomorrow is still up in the air as I have a
number of things that have to get done on the computer and at the apartment but
we also have to get out and continue looking at apartments.
I
have no idea what is going to happen so I guess I will just log off and write
about it tomorrow. I know, I am such a come as it may person but sometimes you
don’t have complete control over the next day no matter what you may think. So,
goodbye today, hello tomorrow.
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